Certainties & Uncertainties (Part 3)

So, once again, if you’ve just started reading this, I suggest you go down to the previous two parts and read those before starting up on this. Unless you’re one of those people who don’t have to start from the beginning.

Now were was I? Yes! So, DS had told FB about his new attraction for AB & left her behind. Sad really, but FB wasn’t too upset about it, because really, like she said, they were never really together anyway, and she had major trust issues with him being the kind of person he is. Oh yes, I think I left out the small detail that DS is a bad boy/guy/man or whatever. You know sex, girls, the lot. FB said she once heard from somewhere that DS was a ‘’sex machine!’’.. Ha-ha! Well… That’s just to the side. And lets not judge him from that please. It’s normal.

So when he told her about the new babe, she was sort of, shall I say, understanding. Anyway, so FB stated all over again with the whole boys/guys thing. Different people but none really stuck. (Personally, I think she has an aversion to men & might actually be lesbian! Hehe! I joke!). She said she doesn’t know why she‘s like that. Or maybe, just maybe, they never touched her, now let me get corny, left ‘footprints’ on her heart the way DS did. (Haha!) Or…Just know that she might probably need to go see a psychiatrist about this.

Anyway, FB & DS still kept in touch you know but not like before.. Friends and all. I’m not sure if they saw that Easter holiday. FB is very vague about that holiday period. Or maybe she’s hiding something. I don’t know. So we fast forward to the months & holiday ahead… SUMMER.
So FB came back from her prison of a school, and as usual, hung out with the regular people and all. Gossip here & there, small talk, reminiscing. And that’s when a couple of her friends really told her about DS & AB. They asked her if she was okay and all, and FB being the person she is, said she was fine & okay & had moved on long ago… (I laugh!)

Anyway, her close friend was planning on celebrating her birthday and naturally, FB was expected there. On the day, she left for her friends place. While waiting, a couple of the other girls came, some FB hadn’t seen in a while, or was just meeting for the first time. They teased FB about DS for a while but it was all pure fun.

So, a little while later, everyone heard the guys had arrived and it was time to go and all. All the ladies packed up their stuff to leave. As they were heading out, FB’s friend told her, that ‘someone’ was here. FB was like ‘’Who? Who??’’… (As if she didn’t already have ‘him’ in mind.. Girls!) And as she stepped out… She saw him. Yes, the very person she hoped she wouldn’t see. DS. And the first thought in her head? I have no idea! ..

Now I end this here. Hope you all are enjoying this story. And once again…

Watch out for Certainties & Uncertainties Part 4

Certainties & Uncertainties (Part 2)

Now, if you’ve just starting this, I suggest you go down & read the first part of this story. And now, to continue from where I left off.

So, after that night, FB & DS got sorta close. Texting back & forth, phone calls now & then. You know, the usual stuff. They were still sort of secretive, if that‘s the right word.. From this point, we must all have figured out that FB was no longer that much interested in CB anymore. Now she wonders if she made the right decision in picking DS over CB. Even though she knows her & CB weren’t that serious. She will never know anyway. So now, he’s outta the story!

FB & DS were preparing for graduation as well during this period so I guess they did get to see a bit more often than they probably would have. Things were going alright between them. Two friends who have decided that maybe they could have something more than that ahead for them. (Not the best of ideas!)
After the graduation period (I think this was July). They still kept in touch. You know the usual stuff. But FB is a very restrained girl especially when it comes to emotional attachments. Maybe too restrained if you ask me. Unless she’s sure & ready. Maybe DS didn’t like this. But he never expressed himself about it though. So she is not too sure about that.

Anyway, things weren’t really so serious between FB & DS during this period though. Especially when FB resumed school in October where there wasn’t really any communication with the outside world. (He he!) It was just what you could call some sort of attraction. Maybe, some form of deep affection but nothing too dramatic. It was light and fun.. According to her.
Although, I do not want to contradict FB here but, during this period in the new school, some guy (Yes SG!) liked her and they went out for like two weeks or so I believe. That is, before she called it off. She wasn’t feeling him as much as she felt DS she said. But if things weren’t serious between FB & DS, she wouldn’t have broken up with SG right? I wondered the same thing But whatever. Shit happens.

Anyway, to continue, While it lasted…. The first time around.. Things were good between DS & FB. Yes, I say the first time around because, FB (That’s why she’s called that), got told by DS sometime in January (If my information is right) that he liked another babe (Yes, we’ll call her… AB!). She is not too important in this story line as FB doesn’t know much about what went on between DS and AB. We’ll end her topic here & we’ll also end this post here. For now.

Watch out for Certainties & Uncertainties… Part 3!

Certainties & Uncertainties

He was always there. Right around the corner. They were just friends. At least that’s how it started out. If she’d know it’d end this way, maybe she would have listened to her head when it said. ‘’Don’t let this thing get too far!’’ And to her friends when they said ‘’Trust us, he’s not worth your tears.’’

Anyway, for anonymity.. Lets call the boy, Devil Spawn (DS) and the girl, Foolish Believer (FB).
So DS & FB attended the same secondary school for years. But they did not become friends till about 1.5 years to their graduation. During this period, FB had a huge crush on a… Certain Boy (we will call him CB- How creative am I? Hehe).
So, FB & CB were getting along pretty much. You know all those stolen moment in those times. The rush you get from it. As she said, he was probably her 1st love… Or shall we say 1st lust or biggest crush.. Who knows really?

She sometimes used to tell DS about it. But not too detailed. Just sketchy talk. Maybe this is when DS begun thinking he had feeling for her FB thinks. Or maybe it came later… She is not sure.
So, DS & FB were graduating from SS. Good times and all. Exams were over and everyone was super excited. Then they allowed them to go home! Everyone was thrilled. But FB wasn’t because CB was her junior in school (Yeah, I know right. But just by a year..lol), and she was uncertain of what would happen between them, but she kept these thoughts to herself.

One night, FB received a text from DS in the mid of the night. She was quite surprise & angry cause her sleep had been disturbed. (As if we care…). Then, according to her, she saw the most surprising and weird message there…. DS ‘claimed’ to have feeling for her in the message! She immediately replied asking him not to lie to her and shit like that. But he confirmed it and said he wasn’t joking. FB decided to give him the benefit of the doubt. Despite all the warning bells in her mind.
This marks the beginning of all the troubles in FB life for the next 1.5 years of her young life.
More to come soon…. For now, I gotta go read & talk doem more with FB about this…. Life history story, and the evilness of the male species. :P

Toodles Peoples! xx

It's The End of Exams as a 1st Year!!!

YES!! My first year exams have come to an end!!! Well, technically, they haven't cause I still got an exam on Monday!- Marketing....Uugh! But I won't consider it cause it's the devils' own paper!!! I will update you about it if I feel the need to on Monday. And also, I haven't written my Media exam, though it is later on today. Should update on this one though. Maybe... All depends... On the mood of this lady.

I have come out of Psychology exam... Which wasn't too bad IF you don't consider the objectives part!! How mean could they get... 100 obj with 0.25 negative marking! This isn't JAMB you know!! Lord have mercy on that paper! Ha ha! Then we have Media & Cultural Studies.. Sounds easy doesn't it?? But I wish it were!! Long over stretched over yanned unnecessar grammar that you must know by force *breaking down in tears* Why me??? Why was I feeling myself & my intelligence so much? ;) He he! Lets leave it at that.

So, what am I gonna do now?? Party hard? Nope, nowhere to go here. Drink lots? I've lost my appetite for alcohol after an unfortunate, erm, incident.. Ha ha.
Anyway, to cut long story short, I've already spoilt myself to some treats.. A little something I've been lusting over for weeks now... haha.. Yeah, my iTouch!!! Finally! Hahaa... Big risk or not?? Dunno and really, don't care as well!! What is done is done. And it & I will be very much in love. My very own e-boyfriend! *smiles*giggles*laughs*
Next off, my hometown: Abuja, Nigeria. I am looking forward to months of rejuvenation, rest & relaxation. And seeing some of my favourite people in the world! Maybe I might not deserve it yeah? But cut me some slack here! At least till my results come out 18th July & no-one see's my face anywhere again! Just kidding..(I hope)..

1st year was a new experience. Met some new people. Got lost here & there. Looked confused every now & then. Had the usual issues, cause as always, some things or people never change. There were the good times, the bad times & those God-awful moments that make you wonder what's the freaking point?? Ten years ago, I could only dream of this opportunity. And now, I have lived it out! Thank God! It is by His grace alone. And thanks to all my friend for putting up with my madness & depressed moments ...laughing out loud. (you know yourselves!)

PS- I am writing up a nice juicy story, as requested by my one & only, now known as Miss T! It will be coming up shortly. You're a big idiot for making me do this... But my evil side is loving every moment of it.. Mwahahaha!! XOXO

First Blog (Scary.. Hehe) & Insomnia a.k.a. Midnight Crawling.

Ok... So I'm now finally following the curent trend of everyone having their personal blogs. To add to one of my MANY..sigh.. Oh soooo MANY internet addictions.. Oh well.. Here's mine.. I SWORE to someone that I'd never ever have one of these... I really dislike trend following though it's becoming rather unavoidable now, i.e, Twitter...(Like what the hell is up with that anyway??! An easier way to increase full on alert stalk mode! Users bewareee!) But I was coereced into believing I'm a bloody awesome writer -Which ofcourse I am ;) - So here I go... Posting my first blog... Hoping I'm not boring my wonderful readers to death... Though I feel I am..Hoping that they appreciate my writing... The beauty of it...  Oh dear... Oh dear.. Oh dear...

And now I'm doing this intentionally hehe (Gotcha!)!!  So sure you were like ''Get on with it Turie!!! Before I leave your freaking page!''... Yeah Yeah, I know... I'm psychic like that!

Now... Read on, but, at your own risK! Mwahaha- Evil laugh!

Before I continue though. Today's a rather important day in my home! It's my brother & my fathers birthdayy! :D..

YES! They are born on the same day! Amazing isn't it?? I know! Happy Birthday to the both of you, wish I was there & I love you waayyy tooo much! Now, back to the story line.

It's 5am and once again... This Lady is awake! You would think that I woulda learned by now. But noo... I repeat the same mistake eveydayy!! But there was something I saw recently... ''There is nothing that is a more certain sign of insanity than to do something over and over again and expect the result to be different!'' Hmmn.... How true could that be?? Are these nuts trying to say I'm insane??? To think that this was said by Einstein- The craziest dude of them all! Haha! Well. Guess it happens to everyone right? I will pay for this insomniatic (if that's a word) behaviour of mine later in the day & sadly, I know it. Oh crappy crappy shit!

I could keep rambling on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on & on &..... (see what I mean?? Gosh!) but naaaa.... I'd leave you lot here... In my first entry.. On my 1st & only blog-spot-thingy.. Shh... This is a secret...SECRET-  I've heard people have manyyy! Hahaha! You thought I'd actually give you some gossip didnt ya! Naaa.. Gotcha again! :P

So till later... Adios, Au revoir, see you laterr, love you for reading this crappy shit! And feedback is definitely most welcomed.. 

However., If you insult me... YOURE DEAD! *smiling sweetly*

So tll next posting... I bid you... Adieu!

PS- For those of you that cant get enough of me *blushing* here's me.. Hmmn.. Speechless?? La-la-la..

Yeah I know... *rolling eyes* It's just one of those days! ;)

Toodles darlings! *kisses*